NO!

It was my nice friends, the kind that won't baff on you when you're passed out.
Well, I wouldn't know because no one passed out...and when I went to sleep I kept the door closed.

So here in SA we had most of last week off. I only came in on Wednesday for work. It was sweet. Saw the SO for most of the time, when she wasn't at work. Watched a movie at the cinema while high on the most potent weed I've had the pleasure of smoking. It was ridiculous because it was this stupid drama.

Anyways, it's work time again and that makes me feel sad. :'(

I feel sad everyday I have to go to work, hell, sometimes I almost break right down and cry when I'm walking up the sidewalk to the place.

I cry on the inside every day man.

So, I watched Iron Man last night at 22:45.

We started out being the only two people in the cinema. The lady got a little too comfortable and then next thing I know is we're about to make party time without our pantses.

So it's all cool because it's like one of those places you HAVE to make babies before you die. Everything seems fine until in walks another couple.

As fast as lightning I was sitting real low in my chair trying to get my pants back on while the lady just sat there, being shocked and shit. SO I helped het with her pants and everything was cool again. I got to see the movie, which was great. Not the movie itself...just the fact that I could actually watch it properly.

Today is Tuesday and I reckon all hell is going to break loose, because that's what happens here. The breaking loose of the hell...all the time.

I'll see you guys around.

I've alway wanted to screw in a movie theater, I've gotten blowjobs at the drive in, but no more than a little finger play in the movies.

Today is Thursday.

We're getting training on some new shit, so it should be sweet where I just sit in a dark room with the lights down and only the projector running. Sleepy time!

Sleeping at work is great , I manage a power nap from time to time and it is all that little bit sweeter as I'm getting paid for it!
Keep up the good work Stic!

I don't ever get to sleep at work, however, I get the same satisfaction from shitting at work.

As a rule, we're not really allowed to sleep at work.
But because people are stupid with their stupid rules I just go to the bathroom.

I take some toilet paper and wrap it around my slong, for in case it ends up touching the bowl or something and I sit there with my hands against my head and my elbows planted on my knees. Then I fall asleep.

The longest I've been like that was about an hour. But there were two red marks on my forehead from my hands, so it's wasn't al good in the end.

Nowadays I manage about 15 minutes at a atime. And that's usually enough to keep me for the day.

I switched up jobs at work awhile ago, I'm now working in a different department and am classified as "any shift", so....after like 15 years on days working 6am to 230pm, next weekend I gotta work fucking nights, LOL. Goddamn 10pm to 630am, what the hell? I have not stayed up past 9 pm in like 5 years. Long story short, I might just be changing that not sleeping at work thing in the next week or so.

Ok so stuff with me and the girl are still pretty sweet. You know if you never have fights, the relationship is destined to blow up in your face like a bad tarantula on extasy.

Speaking of wich, until yesterday I've never take n E ever...in my life. I don't know why. I smoke the weed and I used to snort, but that was a long long time ago.

So yesterday I'm thinking, what the hell. I know it's bad for me and I probably shouldn't. I mean, sure it can fuck you up...if you take...like a ton of it. in the ass.

So I'm fine and I take two of these blue little motherfuckers...standing around waiting for something to happen. Fuckall.

I start helping to prepare the food and I keep on drinking my water, because I want to play it safe. There's no use dehydrating on your first E trip.

And then all of a sudden WHAM! I start getting cold and my body feels like pins and needles. Exactly like you do before you pass out from being too tired to do anything. Now I'm thinking, fuck. I'm starting to OD because usually when you see people on E they are all jumpy and happy and shit. Not me, oh no. I sat down had two glasses of sprite and just sat there...chilling, waiting for this shit awful feeling to pass. I realized I hate being high so much because it's better for me if I'm in control of my brain.

I hate being high.

And I hate being hung over too. That shit has to stop.

E is bad.

I got to sleep at least, fucking weird dreams and all, but I did sleep.

My balls feel cold.

It probably wasn't pure MDMA(extasy) that you took. Thats the trouble with street pills, there are hundreds of chemical varients(MDMA<MDEA<MDA<DMDA etcetc)each with differant propererties . Best if you can, to get mdma crystals. not that I know anything about shit like that I havn,t touched classA drugs in 10 years , Apart from shrooms and they dont really count.

I don't know if that was MNDA or NBC or WTF. All I know is I fucking hate drungs...not just E, but weed, Coke, Cat, E fucking PCP EVERYTHING!

DIE DRUGS DIE!

I've always said that I'd like to try E, but then again I've always said I'd like to try to mainline booze too. I think that's what they call it when you shoot the vodkas into your blood. Hell, I'd like to try all that shit, but I know better.
I bet being a serial killer is really fucking cool too......but I just know better.

Right now I'm so so very very tired.
I have dark blue lines underneath my eyes and the woman at recxeption said I look sick.

I want to sleep MAN!

Bah!!! It's 3am here. I've been up for an hour, I'm trying to be up real early today so I get tired real early and can maybe sleep some this afternoon/evening before going to fucking work at 10pm.

Mood: Balls.